13th Zerah: I Still Do Believe That I am a Zerahite

As far as my thinking that I am a Zerahite, that much is affirmative.  I belong to the Haplogroup of what I believe to be Esau's, where Zerah is a son of Reuel.  That would be Haplotype I.  The word Zerah comes up in the Torah several times.  In Numbers 26, the Zerahites are mentioned as a son of Reuben, a son and tribe of Israel who lost the blessing.  That much is clear to me.  Edom committed idolatry, and so did I, but once I conceived that I had, I refused to let myself worship, and considered the idol to be horrible, and that I committed idolatry was a terrible thing, but you see, that incident helped me know right from wrong.  That the Zerahites are listed as sons of Reuben, simply to me indicates that the tribe of Reuben adopted me, while I had lost the blessing in my college years.

Reneging on Many of My Earlier Blogs

The data for the first 12 markers are in.  Nearly everyone, and it wasn't many, had a different last name than I.  This means that my Y chromosome comes almost entirely from men who have had sex with someone who is not their wife.

However, I belong to Haplogroup I, and at this point I still believe I descend from the Milesian Jews that traveled to Ireland and Scotland, and did not come to Great Britain during the Norman conquest.  Many of the various names of folks that are genetic matches with me did at least have a family crest.

Family Tree DNA Inc.: My Intent In Research My Y Chromosomal DNA

For almost certain, my line goes back to Jacob Hamilton of Perry County, PA who went on record as a tax payer in his 30s, and is the author of this blog's thrice great grandfather.  As a rumor in my family, when I was young I heard that we probably go back to nobles.  Thus, my intention is to link my DNA to the aristocratic Hamilton Clan of Scotland.  My search of Perry County, PA led me to other Hamilton's of the same area, which are rumored to descend from Claude Hamilton, 1st Lord Paisley.  That connection matches the family rumor that I heard while I was at my paternal grandfather's house.  Additionally, it might be worthy to mention that my paternal grandfather, Harry Albert Hamilton of Natrona Heights, is noted to have several patents attributed to him.

Hamilton Genealogical Society

At http://www.hamiltongensociety.org/ the Hamilton clan often reliably traces our lineage back 1,000 years or so because there are certain markers for a Y Hamilton chromosome.  There are 2 different Y chromosomes that are Hamilton that are considered to be noble, while there are some non-noble Hamilton's, for example, slaves that took on our last name, such that within roughly the last 1,000 years my lineage only had 1 non-paternal event.  We, Clan Hamilton, are Scotland's Preeminent noble family.  Likewise, thoughts of my wife cheating on me, my parents, or grandparents cheating on my fathers side of the family is inconceivable.
I have yet to get tested.  However, I think it would be fun to test my son for Hamilton DNA.

1st Reliably Tracing My Ancestry back 3,000 Or So I Wished

http://www.britroyals.com/ traces Queen Elizabeth II’s ancestry back to Alfred the Great.  Alfred the Great saw about the creation of the Anglo Saxon Chronicle where he traced his lineage to Woden/Odin.  Odin is thus a person, and his lineage is traced in the Icelandic Langfedgatal to Memnon.  Memnon is known to be a person among the Greeks and Trojans, and this lineage is traceable to the Royal House of Troy, which Dardanus founded and in 1 Maccabees 12 this lineage is said to be the brethren of the Jews.

This shows that Queen Elizabeth II and I are cousins:
http://craig-hamilton-ancestry.blogspot.com/2012/05/regal-genealogy-of-descent-of-cousins.html

This show the lineage that connects my lineage to both Queen Elizabeth II and takes it back to Alfred the Great:
http://www.britroyals.com/royaltree.htm

Earth is Home, Too Often I Am in Space

I have bipolar, but my depressions are few, as I, my family team, and my doctors are fight for me to be on earth.  Too often I am in outer space, and I need people, especially my wife to help real me in so that I can be on terra firma.

Being on earth requires taking a lot of prescribed pills, so that I don’t become manic again.  It is such that, sometimes I relapse, and have even been hospitalized while taking my full prescribed medication regimen.  My wife sees this and she knows that if it was not for my pills, I would be too sick to have a healthy relationship with her.

So, there it is, without pills, I am a space cadet.  Without pills I am lucky to get 45min of sleep on any given night, and it was that way for more than an entire year, as I have tried going off medication before, and it did not work.  When I do not get my pills, the amount of hallucinations, visual, auditory, and tactile, I experience increases, while I am awake.

The reason I believe I am so manic now, is that growing up I was so depressed.  In fact, I believe my parents abused me, working me too hard, as I was so sick and so tired.  At one point, at a job while I was in college, one person called me, “The tiredest human being on earth.”

How can this be so, you may wonder?  The problem was that when I consumed gluten, which is wheat protein and gluten is protein for a few other grains, and casein, which is milk protein.  The opiate in gluten I was tested for was gliadorphin.  The opiate in casein I was tested for was casomorphin.  I knew this from a non-standard urinalysis ordered for me by a very special doctor from the Great Plains Laboratory.  Thus, it is such that I believe that since the first 20+ years of my life were characterized by suppression in food related opiate intolerance, that when these foods were removed from my diet because I had been abused to work when I was so tired I lost my ability to sleep.  However, the answer is not to return to wheat eating and dairy eating, as those are more horrible than 45min of sleep each day coupled with the insanity of delusions, and hallucinations.  It seems that I am best, meaning that I function at an optimal level on pills.

My daily medications are as follows:

2,000mg Depakote ER

1 pill of Serenaide digestive enzyme, such that any opiate I might consume is digested.

6mg of manganese so that I don’t get paranoid.

5,000 IU of Vitamin D:  I have had chronically low levels of vitamin D.

1 Multivitamin

20mg Zyprexa

2mg Klonapin

300mg Thorazine

100mg Benedryll

Sorry Need to Post Corrections

Sorry Need to Post Corrections:
For the past several years I had thought the Hamilton clan was Scottish Highlanders, when in fact the Hamilton Clan is a Lowland clan.
I have tried to change what blogs that I found that had errors.  However, I suspect I have not found them all, and because I have posted so much to the internet, I probably will never fully be able to change all of my mistakes.

Very Sorry,

Craig